flux

i’ve been talking with mum a lot about what is going to happen in june. the lease is up on this perfect little home and i’ll be moving out, if i don’t any sooner. the idea of living alone is completely fine with me, but i’m getting a little scared about who it will be with / where it will be. i’d always figured it would be with sol, but he is in a really nice living situation that i don’t fit into, and i don’t want to make him move out of that. but living with strangers is something i just wouldn’t be able to do, and i have no close friends i could move in with. i’ll also eventually need to house my dog there so that’s an added stress. i don’t know, i need to write this all down and get it out my head so i can figure out what the fuck to do. 

somebody live with me pleeeeeeeease >_<”